Eddie James-You've been so faithful

She couldn't seem to let go. Even though  knew from her soul that God's answer was no daughter, he's not it. Time and time again she would block him. Only to unblock him after finding the rejected calls and text messages. She believed he loved her. But the distance and his complacency were hindrances. And even aside from that he was ideal. He treated hey so well. Took excellent care of her when she was in his vicinity. They could talk about anything. And the sex they had was coming connected. Sigh! She knew she had to let him go though. He was not it. As bad as she wanted him to be, HE WAS NOT IT.  Obedience is better than sacrifice. She had to let him go. He was in her way. Blocking what would and could be, holding onto what wasn't. She couldn't make it so. She had to release him. Her life depended on it. Her anointing depended on it. Her relationship with hey Father depended on it.